Both of these were written years ago......being in love with someone you can't have fully is very painful. 

Someday

You come as close to the flame as you can get

The sweat pours off your brow and the night fades

You invade my soul and then run away

Into the distance, a world far away

Forgetting the passion you engulfed yourself in

To go be the person you are "supposed" to be

You, sharing the nights with the one you betray

I, holding the thoughts of our meeting that day

Baffled by what could destroy this cycle

Holding on to nothing and anything

I don’t want my strength to come

I know it’s not wise to feel this

But I will continue so we can be crazy

And hope that in the end

My soul will recover the light it needs

My heart will mend as the scars appear again

My mind won’t keep me up at night

Thinking of the two of you

And what we hide

Won’t let go….

But have to….

Someday…

Poem #2

Always

I'll always miss you

I'll always wonder

why

what could have been

I'll always argue with myself

on everything that's happened

my heart is locked with yours

in a world of many things

beauty

pain

fun

passion

friendship

missed opportunites

craziness

wanting what we can't have

accepting

I'll always wonder

I'll always miss you